i absolutely regret agreeing to be my cousin’s bridesmaid now. in the first place i don’t even know her well - but i’ve come to realise that she’s extremely bossy and loves being in control..meaning that the rest of us have no idea what’s going to go on at thw wedding tomorrow (where the receptionists’ table is going to be and where to put up the signages etc). trying to deal with badly tailored bridesmaids’ dresses (2 of them!) that look unflattering on everyone, and whole sets of accessories that my cousin bought (bags, necklaces, earrings, bracelets, flowers in hair - all identical so we’ll look like clones). also it’s 7am in the morning and i just got berated by her for being 10 mins late (ferry is 8am, i’ll reach at 7:30). she needs to realise that i am not one of her other friends who can be bossed around - am very pissed and i want to quit!!
also feeling lonely because my other cousin, the only bridesmaid i actually know, is not going to batam today, and will be the maid of honor tomorrow so i won’t actually be seeing her much since she has to follow the bride all around. so it turns out that i’ll be hanging out with a bunch of ladies who are all over 30, some of whom already have kids. i’m pretty sure they’re nice..but it’s just weird.
